Feelings and waiting..
I like to write for my own therapy and figured here would be a good place to do it - for validation, to help others maybe, and just knowing I'm in an environment that understands this roller coaster. ...
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Oh we other signed up member of the TBSC also can concur with all you've so eloquently written. This whole shitfest sucks, heaps. You are transformed from who you were to a list of diagnoses and a hospital number. In my past life, I saw my GP only for repeat scrips for my blood thinner and for results of blood tests for same. Now it's this ologist, that ologist and the next ologist. This chop and slice master and that other one. I can read at night now, without a light as I gently glow from radiation. Also explains why I can no longer sit next to a pregnant woman....(just kidding, but almost true). I also have a number of other major health problems and the competition is on as to which will snuff out my flame first. Bets can be placed via private message. The brain aneurysm almost won a year ago, and I was most upset that the staples were out before halloween...I would have frightened the crap out of any sucker who opened the door to me. Lurch from the Addams family comes to mind. You're in very good company here and you can write all you like. That black blood (also called ink) allows you to offload to others who completely "get" you.