@Sweetpetal Nothing to be sorry about! It takes a while to get the hang of a new website.
We've all been where you are now. We get it and understand. If you're comfortable with it, tell us a little about yourself, whereabouts you are in Oz, how you got diagnosed, where you're up to in the process. @kezmusc's suggestion of starting a new discussion is a good one as there are lots of conversations going on here!
Hang in there. You're in the worst bit right now, you will feel better once your treatment gets going. Big hug, K xox