feeling super sad and crying all the time

Hi, sorry to hear you are going through such a sad time. It is a very tough journey and so hard to comprehend all these different feelings. Hope all goes well with a counsellor. I too was thinking that was my next step if my feelings didn't go away. I couldn't stop crying also and feeling sad. Talking to my doctor and also my breast care support ladies I have come out of the blues for now and trying to recover from all this sadness. some days I think I am okay then it hits me again.  If we realize we need help with our feelings I think that is the first step. It's so unfair so many ladies are going through all this treatment and surgery . wishing you all the best. Take care.
                Maz. X