Feeling scared and just a bit angry

I have tried to bring myself back down to taking it one day at a time, and it's slow going but getting back to it. I have my breathing exercises as well. I know that everyone in this group has felt this way at times so I'm immensely grateful that I can come on here and vent and know that I'm not being judged or thought of as crazy. 😊💗
I know I have a huge task ahead of me, more court proceedings 😮‍💨, Chemo 😮‍💨, packing and sorting my life belongings 😮‍💨 and I'm sure there will be more but today it's wash the towels, cut what's left of my longer bits of hair 🤣 and have a bloody good laugh at myself 🤣🤣 short hair has never suited me, let alone no hair 🤣

Yes I've lost my hair, but I'm saving a ton on shampoo. 😂😂