Feeling scared and just a bit angry
Hi, I'm Karen, 61yo, from Victoria. I was diagnosed in September, my birthday actually, I was numb. I had been dealing with a very coercive relationship, narcissism, gaslighting the lot, to be told ...
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Hi everyone, well headed into my second Chemo session and found I had a DVT in my left upper bicep, of course can't use the right arm, mastectomy and lymphectomy, or whatever it's called 😅
I'm on blood thinners and back to see the Dr's on Tuesday. I will most likely have to get either a Port or a PICC, whatever they suggest I suppose. I'm just trying my best to keep positive and moving forward with all the other bits of fluff that's going on in my life, but F me it's hard.
I have a great counselling team who also are my Advocates for all the legal stuff, police were told I was the aggressor in the relationship, which just floored me, I suppose it shouldn't have surprised me, but it did. I sometimes think physical abuse is better than mental or psychological abuse, not wanting or meaning to be offensive to anyone, I have now experienced both and one is more noticeable and proven than the other sadly. I feel stupid and like I'm going crazy at times, explaining what happened over and over, being asked was he physically violent over and over.
Sorry for the rant, just meh with everything today. 😶🌫️😮💨
I know that there is and will be light at the end of the tunnel and I will get there eventually, just having a shit lonely day.
I'm on blood thinners and back to see the Dr's on Tuesday. I will most likely have to get either a Port or a PICC, whatever they suggest I suppose. I'm just trying my best to keep positive and moving forward with all the other bits of fluff that's going on in my life, but F me it's hard.
I have a great counselling team who also are my Advocates for all the legal stuff, police were told I was the aggressor in the relationship, which just floored me, I suppose it shouldn't have surprised me, but it did. I sometimes think physical abuse is better than mental or psychological abuse, not wanting or meaning to be offensive to anyone, I have now experienced both and one is more noticeable and proven than the other sadly. I feel stupid and like I'm going crazy at times, explaining what happened over and over, being asked was he physically violent over and over.
Sorry for the rant, just meh with everything today. 😶🌫️😮💨
I know that there is and will be light at the end of the tunnel and I will get there eventually, just having a shit lonely day.