I’m pretty new to this triple neg diagnosis. So I totally understand your anxiety. I felt I was going out of my mind when I knew what I had, the doctors knew what I have, yet I felt I was left hanging off a Cliff by my fingernails! So you aren’t alone. I’ve had surgery to remove nasty, clear margins, lymph nodes were also clear. First chemo last week finally, after first mammogram in mid March. Call on your dear family and friends, they love you and tell them what you need from them, wether it be a funny joke to smile at each morning or a bowl of soup! A hug, a lil walk. Just ask hon. Good luck.