Feeling overwhelmed and anxious

I had port put in last week, put in under general anesthetic by my Surgeon.  Was too swollen to use this chemo (5 days after insertion), hopefully will be all good for weekly Taxol starting Monday week.  Looking all of the pretty bruised colours in the area atm.  I was also apprehensive on getting it put in, but veins were collapsing and can only use one arm so not many options.  I can feel it in place, and its taking some mind over matter atm.