Thanks everyone for your responses and support. It is really nice to hear that no one on here judges on what type/size/treatment that you have. It's also good to know that I'm not alone with these feelings (or lack of them). I will stay positive and if it all comes crashing down (mentally) at a later date then I guess I will deal with it then. Thank you again ladies. I am so glad my breast surgeon told me about this site. I'll definitely keep popping on here and I hope that in time I can give support to others.