Hey Katyjoy!
So sorry to hear about your Story! I'm 48yo and started Mammos late 30's due to my Mum having had Breast Cancer at 40, so I had been in the system as preventative I guess. In the past 5yrs Ive had Breast Cancer twice Ive just gotten over my recurrence and whilst like you I should feel grateful for being caught relatively early and ahead of things...its still a crap shoot!!! I too had IDC and underwent 4 FEC and 8 Taxol. I had Radiation 5yrs ago so couldnt have it again. I also was very ill through Chemo, its so so hard yes you come good before your next infusion then down again. Day at a time thats all you focus on!! Anything we can all help with ask away, theres a wealth of experience on here and some really compassionate wonderful women!!!
Hugs Melinda xo