@Cynth6 - oh wow, thank you for reaching out to me. That is exactly how I feel. I know cancer doesn't discriminate age, but my thoughts especially when there is no history at all & overall cancer is rare in my family, how on earth do I get BC at 30. I have never had issues with my breasts ever & fortunately for me I always checked them so when I found it late at night in bed, I started stressing thinking what could it be, never did I imagine BC. I am really sorry to hear that, I can't imagine how that must be or how you would feel. That is quite big news compared to myself and what I'm going through, so I also send you all the positive vibes & hugs & best wishes for your upcoming surgery and hope everything goes to plan. I have seen a physiologist which is free, I haven't been back since my first chemo treatment as my first round was bit rough, it did help. I usually don't suffer with bad anxiety, but now that this has happened it has scared me & my emotions have been all over the place as it's so overwhelming. - thank you @Cynth6