Hi Lisa, thank you for your post & assurance. Yes it has been a whirlwind journey & everything has come by so fast since been diagnosed, sometimes it doesn't feel real & yes it feels like I haven't had enough time to process it all. Though I am glad I am half way through treatment & on the road to recovery. I know I'll have to take it one day at a time, but just losing routine everyday, going to work etc has been different & can sometimes go stir crazy bored at home but managed to change the way I am 2nd round & it has been much better, as first didn't know what to expect, how cautious I should be, what I should be doing with my body. - thanks very much :)