Hi @Tammy9 Welcome to the most supportive group I have ever found. Every person here understands to some extent what you are going through and as we say we "get it". Your GP would not have been qualified to discuss the findings as treatment is updated so frequently the GP's can't keep up. Once you have your Specialist appt you will feel less stressed, the not knowing is what does our heads in. Spend the time waiting doing something that gives you joy. Art, sport, massage, meditation, whatever you want. Hop on the forum as many times as you want and ask questions or vent, Have a look at the Friday Funnies Posts in the discussions. First and foremost, this is the time to think of what you need and not be concerned if others are upset. You do what is best for you. Sending massive hugs. More of the others will be on here shortly and will add wiser advise.