Hi Kellara - just wanted to come on and say Hello, and so sorry for your news at age 33. Hopefully being that age means you are able to bounce back quicker than some of us that are somewhat older. Kath has given you some great advice here already for you to follow around the site. If you can't manage ring BCNA; the staff are terrific and will help you to navigate around the site to find what will help you straight up.
Have you been allocated a Breast Care Nurse, they are a godsend! Keep a notepad handy and write down questions and thoughts as the Breast Care Nurse will help you through and of course there is us here on the forum.
Deep breaths, pat yourself down on the legs and arms to bring yourself into the now! You can only deal with now and not the what ifs, buts and all those thoughts that race around
Take care from Christine xx