Hello @ddon so glad to hear that you followed up with your surgeon regarding your portacath concerns. Understandable that you are feeling like you are all over the place. So much to take in over a short period of time and lots going on. Managing thoughts and emotions can be tricky, dont hesitate to call our helpline on 1800 500 258 to speak with one of our cancer nurses for support. Sounds like you have a great breast care nurse which you can also speak to about how you are feeling. Wishing you all the best with your next stage of treatment. Kind regards