Coping with uncertainty and waiting

Hi Jen,  I've just been through the process.  April 19th had a regular mammogram and 1 week later had a bi lateral mastectomy.  It's 4 months down the track and I've had a total of 6 operations including a hysterectomy.  Once your drain tubes come out you'll start to feel a little better.  I have a very positive attitude and people keep telling me I'm amazing.  I don't feel amazing.  I did walk and run as soon as possible as it all helps me for my mental health.  If you only get out and walk a little each day it helps.  You can do this!  You can't change the future so don't forget to live in the moment.  Don't worry about things that might never happen or it will eat away at you.  Easier said than done I know.  It's ok to be sad.  I've had some days where I just cried all day.  There's no rules here.  Just make sure you talk to your dr if the sadness continues too long.