Hello Ruthjoy
Chins up gal, we are all there for you. I am 55yrs old and having beaten bc October just gone a new journey has opened it's doors which is secondary on the brain. I am just so grateful it's me and not one of my presious 3 daughters. I am going to kick ass again and so will you. If I can do it, you can do it. Fear is the worst emotion always in my book. I am in Perth, where are you?.
Grieve, be angry but promise to look in the mirror tomorrow morning and say to your self "I am beautiful and to-day I am not going to die".
Cyber hug and then another one.
love Sarah54