I am so sorry to hear of your recent hurdles. I hope you have a loving supportive family around you at this time and that you feel able to accept their help physically and emotionally until you feel a bit better.
I am not in your situation, but I do wish you well. This is a great forum for Ladies jumping in and helping out with their stories and advice.
I hope you feel you are well taken care of with your medical team. The Cancer Council have great counsellors at the end of the phone if you feel that might help to talk about things.
I do wish you well and hope you heal soon. Please stay on here and blog when you feel like it.
Sending you a big cyber hug.
marls