Anxiety through the roof

Very interesting diverse comments! I was on the steroid Dexamethasone 4mg x 10 @ 2 tablets daily.  They told me to take the first dose on the night of my first chemo. I think the nurse said there was also anti emetics in the chemo infusion itself but unsure. So I was on them for 5 days of nasty side effects but nothing more unbearable than the agitated anxiety. On Day 7 I was ready to quit chemo. Today at Day 15 I feel great! So there is def something up with me and the steroids. I have ativan and can alternate with diazepam...but really I just wanted to be unconscious! Horse tranquilizer? Some hippy friend suggested CBD oil. Things are expensive enough at this stage.  When I come home from the chemist another $80 has left my pocket. On a Disability Pension it's tight but if we didn't have free treatment I'd be stuffed.