Another bad start to the year

Hi Arpie. Yes We just to realise to accept what comes along especially missing your Husband carrying the torch. I lost it yesterday when I went to get my Radium as it is 2 hours from home. Made sure I was there before time, and waited for my turn and waited then they told me it couldn't be done till 2 or 2.30pm which was 2 hours later. I just started to cry as this was the straw that broke me, very silly I know something so ordinary but I have been so stressed with other things last couple of days and thought this would go to plan, but no things don't, so hopefully, I save you getting disappointed missing things but, by always expect things to go wrong, in back of your head. I know need to be more positive and that is my problem, I am so positive and so well organised, and hate things going wrong and having no control, but hey that's life, we just have to realise to go with the flow of whatever happens, happens, and to accept it.  At the end of the Treatment planning day, I was told I only need 3 and a half weeks Treatment as I am over 50, small cancer and it was contained, so at end of day happy about that. Smaller Boobs are better don't hang down anymore lol, still getting used to them as have to lose weight now to make waist better, should of asked Surgeon to suck out some fat from there while there, Lol. anyway hope all goes to plan and will keep in touch with you on our Journey together. Ps If you have any parts that aren't healing properly, my Surgeon told me to get Stratamed as it has healed wound part that wouldn't seal, as Radium wont begain treatment until all healed . Have a great weekend. Jules