All the best for tomorrow @"Prime time" ... none of us are here by choice - but you will hear the honest truth about all facets of everything here!
SO much good advice already given .....
If you have any questions - just ask - anything at all - no matter how big or small - those who have been thru it will answer!
If you want to vent here - do it. Most of us have dropped the bundle now & then & burst into tears (mine was a relatively small thing that set me off - but it was on the first day of rads - it appeared absolutely GI-NORMOUS & I just couldn't stop crying for a few days!)
Maybe take your phone with you & ask if you can record the meetings from now on with your health professionals - most of us can't remember EVERYTHING that's been said - it is a handy way of keeping a record! ;)
In the mean time - just keep doing what you love doing ...... try & keep busy - so the brain doesn't go off on it's own tangent! ;)
Thinking of you xx