All of the above

Dear All,

Thank you very much for all your replies, concerns and advices. I haven't imagined that I would get so much attention and care. I already feel much better knowing that there are people who care and are there for me, even for a chat.  That is more than enough for me. I am not that young by the way, I am in the late 40s, approaching menopause, and yes I have a little one. That is another story of my life. A good story though.  I do have a caring husband, but sometimes I feel he needs support more than I do, and he worries about me and the baby more than I do. So, it is difficult to open up to him or to rely on his support. It is always easier to open up to a friend or even a stranger, than to a close family member.  Again, thank you for all your comments and the information you sent me. I will contact a support group, and I will try to take it easy, one step at a time.

With all the best of luck to you all,

Sawsan