Hi ,yes we all worry no matter if alone or not! Even if you have family honestly the last thing they want to hear is am I going to live,which is our normal reaction, we all want to see our kids grow or see them married or see them have children, you never stop being the mum. So what happens is we all share our thoughts here, and you get great answers from great people its acyually people whove been thereYou have your baby and that's your family,it's do able believe me and I'm sure most of the ladies will say you have good days and crap days but you do get there, it's ok to be scared and angry we all are at some time. Regards adean