A new member and really wishing I wasn't

Thanks so much for the info.  It is such a great support to know others have not only been through this but are on here either still fighting or recovered and clear.   At this stage I'll be around on this for quite a long time and I hope sooner rather than later I will be feeling happy with positive results and I'll be able to "give back" and help others new to the C Train.  Its kinda like that with many various stations along the way, but the end of the ride is to a "heavenly" version of our life and earth as we knew it.  We arrive with a whole new perspective and priorities on life and very aware of living for quality than quantity.   So on that note my next stop is the CT & Bone scan - Im hoping there is a nice coffee shop or little shopping centre at that station as my daughter is taking me and we'd like a little NICE time together.  Thanks so much ladies I feel like we are all together fighting the same war in various "camps" and with us sharing information and supporting one another our soldiers are gaining huge advantages by doing so.  Thanks TEAM.  :) <3