30 year old with Dcis in both breasts

Hi El.mumof2 and welcome to the network, lots of supporting and understanding folk here. It's so normal to have all the feelings that you have described. Take a deep breath and take it 1 appointment at a time, 1 treatment at a time. Make sure you have a support person with you when you talk to your treatment team, I know that my hubby certainly remembered the bits of information that I missed due to stress. Ask lots of questions, and come back to us as you need, as we can steer you towards the right help sheets and websites.
Sending you a big gentle cuddle, Trace xx