Don't trust Dr Google (we've all been there but trust me, it's not worth it - much of it is unreliable, out-of-date, or just plain wrong). This is one of the hardest times to go through - diagnosis and testing. Once you have surgery, the pathology report will give clearer information and enable your medical team to plan your treatment with more certainty. In the meantime, do what you need to to get through. You can tell all and sundry or you can bunker down - whatever suits you best. If you can, take someone you trust to appointments as it's always better to have a second pair of ears. Try to distract your thoughts and just breathe. You've had a hell of a shock and things are still unknown so be kind to yourself. There is a young women's private group on here that you will need to request to join if you want to.