Hey Eight Days, you have my love and sympathy. I really feel for you as it is the sort of scenario that I try to not think about as I step along through remission (3 years now), trying to get on with living my life and daring to hope that all this stuff is behind me... yet knowing, that like you, this set back could happen and ambush at any time. You got through it before. The treatments have maybe even advanced a bit since you were last in this space so there is always hope, for you and your beautiful boys and daughter. But what shitty news. It must be very tough!
Loving thoughts and vibes, Fiona xx