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Lookingforward
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11 years ago

Need to connect

Hi new to the site in need of reassurance that what I'm experiencing is normal , I am on my last week of radiation, everyone is so happy for me, thinking that I am relieved to be finishing. Truth is I'm fearful of the thought of returning to my old life, I know I am not the same person I was, I can't bare to voice this to them.My passion was my work , I am a farm manager, now I feel like I'm just managing!!!! Where do you find the strength, how do you go back to your life?????

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    Anonymous
    11 years ago

    Hi Lookingforward, all I can suggest is to look at what you want, and a good place to start is to know what you don't want. Now is your opportunity to start your new normal. The beauty of that is that you choose what you leave in your life, and also what no longer needs to be there, looking at all the positive and negative aspects of your life. I hope that you have some supportive friends and family with you. Thinking of you during this difficult time, Trace ??