A Bit worn out

Hi everyone, feeling a bit drained. Need to just let it out. My partner is recovering slowly from his heart problems, and I have had to pick up the load with everyday things. I am just nearing the end of my 2nd week in the cycle of chemo and feel completely worn out, a bit down and a bit moody. We have had some support from friends and family but it has dropped off as everyone heads back to work from holidays. Today I did the shopping and it took me forever! Forgot half the things I needed and was zigzagging through the supermarket looking for things erratically because my chemo brain was in full swing. We have been saying at home that it's not a competition but his heart trumps my cancer:) It does in the sense that he has to rest often and can't exert himself until tests show that his heart has improved. I have so many things to do next week when I'm on my good week, it's daunting. I've also noticed a few people in our lives have been missing in action. I wonder if our problems were all too much for them. That's ok, you live and learn. I've also had days when I want to take down all the mirrors in the house, it pains me to see myself, how sad is that? Anyway, ladies, I hope everybody is faring well out there and I'm sure I will pick up soon, it's just a difficult time. Feels better now I've got it all out and I will endeavour to move on, take care, 

Hazel xx