Welcome to the blog, @Bee79 - to the club that no-one really 'wants' to join! Whack up any question about anything & we'll do our best to give you honest answers, from those who've gone before you xx
WOW! What an absolute whirlwind! But that is GOOD! You didn't have time to really get too worried about it all & now it is 'out' & you are on the road to recovery, HOW GOOD IS THAT? It is the speed of the process I think that may contribute to that 'disconnect feeling' ..... your brain's way of dealing with it, I think!
Try not to overthink stuff - you'll get the full pathology report shortly & learn what (or if) any ongoing treatment will be ..... take someone with you to that meeting & even consider recording it, as it can be a big blur & you may not remember half of what was discussed.
You can do a search at the top of the 'discussion page' on any topic - here are the results for the deodorant one ...... you may find something that suits you there xx
https://onlinenetwork.bcna.org.au/search?Search=deodorantFeel free to jump onto this thread - it'll give you some tips on different areas in BCNA that you may like to look at (we are an artistic mob too! ;) ).... and also has some 'tick sheets' that you can fill in prior to meeting with your team, to guage your own feelings & pain levels etc.
https://onlinenetwork.bcna.org.au/discussion/23477/a-big-welcome-to-all-our-new-members#latestI am so sorry to hear your Hubby has PPMS - that's a tough call. I hope you have lots of support in your care of him as well, particularly just now as you are in recovery yourself. We have a 'carers group' that you may like to join, as a few of us are either caring for others, or being cared for themselves. xx
If you put your town/region in your 'profile', we may have members nearby for a chat & coffee or services available to you in the area as you feel better & are getting out & about xx
Take care, all the best xx