I think, I hope I have learnt my lesson. NO is not a mean word

I wonder if we will ever be free of the post treatment side effects.
ive gotten used to the numb finger tips just keep my nails trimmed and no polish that feeling of always having dirt under them. And the toes and part of the 1 foot always feeling like they’re in icy water I can push that to the side.  
Pits the aches that never seem to go away unless I drug myself up. And that’s not happening till it can’t be avoided 

I just have to remember to slow the pace down. I can’t clean the entire house and yard in 1 day anymore