Golly Gosh! @luckyme .... that’s hardly fair! As the ladies have said .... 3rd time round ... get rid of it! Also, as they say, the thought of it is often worse than the actual procedure and recovery ... this bloody disease really mucks with the brain! Try and keep busy in the lead up to the surgery ... That is great that you have supportive family and friends who can spoil you afterwards ... put your feet up and let them do the work! ;)
Try not to use Dr Google, as a lot of it is outdated and not relevant to your diagnosis ... so take care, and all the best for your upcoming surgery xx