Hi TripleTea,
I know how you feel, I’m still doing my chemo treatment after surgery in December last year.
When I was admitted into hospital with neutropenia and Rhino virus after my second dose of dense A/C , a routine chest CT scan was ordered, they noticed that one of my lymph nodes was swollen under my left armpit ( surgery side), had another ultrasound and aspiration to be told that there were cancer cells in one of my lymph nodes, some cells had already died that were put under the microscope
The plan is to finish my last few weeks of pactlitaxel and more surgery mid July for a full auxiliary clearance. Once healed then Radiotherapy.
This was after I was told that I had clear margins and clear sentinel nodes in December, and my treatment was just to mop up any cells that may have strayed.
So I know how you feel about this shitty disease.
I did ask my Oncolgist if that means that it is metastatic, he replied no.
Dont think about the what if’s, try and stay busy and wait for the results.
Try and stay positive I know it’s so bloody hard sometimes, the mind is a very powerful thing.
Anytime you want to talk you can message me privately.
YOU CAN DO THIS.! AND SO CAN I ....
Sending hugs xoxo