Suzy its a massive decision, and I know exactly how you feel, you just cannot make that decision unless you are ready for it. I fought it for a year now post chemo and Im completely fine and healthy...but as I had a recurrence at 4yr mark, they recommend mastectomy, honestly?? Im still struggling over it but I also know I can't gamble again, I feel like I cannot win so I guess Im doing what I feel is my only option. But its soooo hard!!! My pre med appointment is Monday for feb surgery and I can be honest and say Im still overwhelmed with it, scared really. Hugs xo do whats right for you at each step, you'll know if and when you need to alter your decisions. x