Hi Suzy please let us know how you are from time to time. It's a very personal journey. We all carry the same diagnosis Breast Cancer but we are unique in our treatment plans. I quickly accepted my diagnosis and then I was only interested in ok what next. My surgeon made me feel confident from the start and I haven't looked back and I haven't cried and he sent me to a couple of Oncologists; one being medical and the other being gynaecology. It is what it is for me! Yes I struggle with side effects but once I am aware that is part and parcel of it I settle into it. I know I can come on this forum and moan and groan and be reassured by others have the same vent. I still have 23 weeks before active treatment is complete and only 8 years and 3 month of tamoxifen!
It does get better
Sending you a virtual hug. Take care