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Wondering if this will ever be over
Not a good day today. I had a lumpectomy on Monday and went back to see the surgeon today only to find out that one of the margins was not great enough so am now scheduled for another surgery on the ...
Hi Ladies I need some advice. OK so they are now recommending mastectomy and then radiation and probably Tamoxifen. I am really struggling with the thought of losing the breast so much so that I have googled how much endone/endep I would need to go to sleep and not wakeup. I am having nightmares about it. Do any of you have thoughts on my not having the surgery but going ahead with the radiation and hormone treatment? I am seeing my oncologist this afternoon but I know they will go along with the surgeon. I just feel that if I go ahead with it I won't feel good about myself at all. I still want to do things - travel, swim, live but would be too self conscious with only one breast. Really struggling with this. Also like I have read on other posts - it could come back regardless of what I do.