Wondering if this will ever be over

So sorry for what you are going through.  You are concerned about hormone treatment and possible side effects.  I wanted to possibly reassure you.  I have been in tamoxifen for six months and the side effects are not huge.  I get some mild hot flushes, that's the main one.  They aren't a huge problem.  I also was quite grumpy and quick to anger but that seems to have passed.  Whether it was the tamoxifen or just life I don't know.  

Yes eventually your unpleasant but necessary  treatment will end and then you can recover and life goes on.  Wishing you the very best.  Karen