Thanks for the kind words everyone they are much appreciated. I have decided to query the decision about further surgery as I am not happy about it at all. I only spoke to a registrar yesterday not the actual surgeon so will see how I go. Bakdom it seems that we have a lot in common I also have to have the hormone treatment and goodness knows what sort of side affects there will be with that. Tracey62 no break for me - I have to go and see the oncologist on the 28th to talk about hormone treatment I guess. So sick of all of it.