You are not an idiot @Melc503 This is what happens when the shit rains down in bucket loads. In the last couple of months you have had the shock of your life, been poked, probed and investigated, had chunks of your body removed, spoken to fuck knows how many people about who remembers what and been forced to make very unpalatable decisions. On top of all that, you have had to learn a whole new language. To be honest, I was worried there was a whole new torture regime that we would all be wondering if we should have been offered. Mxx