Bearteggie
12 years agoMember
What now?
Well I have now completed all my treatments: six cycles of chemo and 25 rounds of radiotherapy. When I finished chemo I was so excited and happy and thought I would feel the same when I finished rad...
Congrats on finishing your treatment, it's a long road and you have done well. I, like you, think what now? I blogged the other day about moving slowly forward and while I am going forward my mind still constantly wonders back to the past. Some days I don't like the new normal and then stop and realise my new normal is not complete yet, I still have a lot of recovery to do. My expectations were unrealistic and I expected to bounce back after treatment, not so, some days I feel like an old woman and constantly wonder is this the new normal? I see my oncologist in late July to check how I'm going on the hormone tablets, also see the surgeon after a mammogram and ultrasound in late July as well. June is the first month I haven't had to visit the hospital since this all started, while it felt good not having to travel up there, I did feel very disconnected and lost. As all the ladies have posted, the way we feel is quite normal, that's comforting. Good to hear from you Joy and I hope you become more happier sooner than later, lots of hugs to you,
Hazel xx