K_J_
10 years agoMember
Step 5
Hello ladies, hope you are all feeling well today (hugs to those who aren't!).
Well, I did it. I had my first FEC100 infusion this morning. Let's do the list of positives first:
- My hair looked ...
Hi KJ,
Just came cross your post.
Firstly, I'm glad to hear someone else has shed their fair share of tears. I'm so sorry for your husband's loss. I hope you're coping ok while he's away.
I had my first round of AC chemo Tuesday last week. I decided to try the DigniCap. It was bloody tough going, so I better see some results, or I will give it the boot. Other than that, my first round of chemo hasn't affected me as badly as I thought it would. I wonder if it will be different the next doses?
My tears last night were twofold; missing my pre-cancer life and missing my beautiful 10yo daughter, who is off holidaying with school friends and families. I hate being sad. It is so not usually in my nature, so I struggle with it.
I SO get what you mean about your husband being the one you can be vulnerable with. That's how I feel about my partner. There is no next best person either. Not even my beautiful Mum, Dad or Sister. Speaks volumes for our relationship I guess.
Wishing you lots of love and may your 'Fort of Resilience' continue to stay strong, whatever else is thrown at it. XOXOXO