Hi Trace,
Congratulations on finishing your treatment, it really must feel amazing I'm just at the beginning of my journey but I am feeling inspired I have lost all my hair now but I am actually okay with it, it's just hair and it will grow back eventually and I can't wait to see what colour or straight or curly. Angelena said to me last night she thinks I'm beautiful on the inside and beautiful on the outside and if a 9 year old can see that then that inspires me and makes me feel all that we go through is all worth it, you're kind words have always given me hope and inspiration since I started my journey as you are always so kind and compassionate I'm starting to think of what to do post treatment myself now I still have a long way to go but I am strong enough to think that far ahead now, if my friends can't deal with me the way I am now then that's their problem not mine I am still me and I have lots of other support from family, friends, my medical team and other people around me but I do worry about my husband as he seems to be not telling me something is bothering him his work mates are very worried about him I think as they are calling him and trying to get him to open up to them which I think he does but I think it's hard for him how do I approach it with him? I love him so much and I don't want him to be in pain and feel so helpless, I think it's wonderful how your husband is organising a personal trainer for you so that you can start to become fit and well again and you have so many awesome plans and ways to help people and BCNA has become a big part of my life too, the company and inspiration you receive from everybody is amazing well I hope to hear from you soon you inspire me, sending you a big cuddle and a huge smile and lots of positive energy Anita xx???????????????