No wonder you have been teary,pushing yourself way too much.I took time off work when I had radiation and would rest in the afternoons after my zap.I'm glad I did cos I got very tired at the halfway point.Please put yourself first and take it easy- ask for help,delegate,lie around abit, I think I can hear you laughing - this concept is quite foreign to mothers but we need to slow down during bc treatments.Now I don't want to hear anymore superwoman stories while you are having radiation!! Sending hugs, Tonya xx