Hi, thanks for replying and for the good wishes. I hope your radiaition is easier and all goes well - the 6 weeks seem to drag a bit but before you know it you are nearing the end! I think when things go so different than you hear as the case is for others - you can also feel that it is your fault somehow and maybe it is your attitude or something and your self confidence takes a bit of a hit again. So I hope the post does help others so they don't feel down about themselves if things go a bit harder for them.We are all different and yet the same! all the very best! and smooth travelling.