Well thanks everyone. I have only just found these responses via my feed. I didn't receive any notifications.
I thought everyone had given up on the site like me. I actually forgot I'd even written it.
How are you all going? I'm still up and down. Still emotional, angry and bitter. But I have been trying to look for positives and it does help. I actually find that putting on a brave face and pretending I'm good is better than the alternative. Hopefully this attitude will help me to move forward. Thanks again for your support. Hope you're doing okay today x