Hi @PamelaP,
Sending gentle hugs. Such a hard time. I remember feeling the most down I had during the whole process, at that stage. The only consolation is that you will feel so much better once the healing happens. Sometimes feeling so down makes the up bit even better. A couple of weeks later I went and bought some really pretty mastectomy bras (and could finally wear them comfortably!) and it was soooo good to feel ‘normal’ in that way again.
Wishing you a speedy recovery but totally understand how you feel right now. xoxo