@Sister @Janny54 @arpie @sandramj How lovely to receive your wonderful posts when I got home! Thankyou for your love & support. My rad treatment is going well & I am doing the breath hold around 6 times each treatment. My last treatment is Thursday so 3 to go!! I am only a little pink so the Mepitel film which covers half my chest & back, is doing the job but i do visit the nurse every day to get it trimmed, replaced or just checked out. I have started to feel a bit of pain this week so I think i am doing too much even though my family are constantly telling me to slow down. I am not sleeping very much at all & since my 2 1/2 hr drive home yesterday, I am felling so very tired & flat & feel a bit "off" today so i reckon the wheels are starting to fall off which i have be warned about! The staff said the fatigue can hit you very suddenly so i will have to slow down next week i think. i have so much I wanted to do this weekend but just feel like crawling into bed!!!!!!!!!!! @Janny54 Sounds like you know exactly how i feel having gone through it as well with the Mepitel & at the same hospital! You did have to endure 6 weeks of it which would have been hard as I only have to have 16 treatments. I agree with you, the staff are just wonderful there & can't do enough for you. i will actually miss them when it is all finished!! @Sister Thanks my friend, for always thinking of me as i am of you. Don't ever apologise for not posting as you are going through so much more than me! I hope your chemo is going OK & you are not feeling too unwell. It must be so hard to stay positive all the time but you are a strong women & as each treatment passes, you are closer to the end. i wish you courage, strength & much love. @sandramj Thanks for the beautiful words & pictures you posted. You are a constant source of inspiration & this forum is so lucky to have someone with your wisdom & strength on it. @arpie hello, my little uke friend! How is your rad going? I have been thinking of you as we are both going through this together. Sounds like you have had some rough days you poor thing. I wonder if you have found your pendant yet? You have received some beautiful words from this forum & your uke friend & i hope this has comforted you. i totally understand why it upset you so much as i would have done the same thing but try to think of the bigger picture of what the pendant represented from your friend. If your friend had the choice, she would rather see your smiling face & for you to be cancer free & healthy, than seeing her pendant around your neck. Try not to beat yourself up about it as you need all your strength to play your uke & put smiles on other peoples faces! I wish you courage as you continue through treatment & try to stay positive as you tick off each day. You have so much to look forward to with a busy Easter with family & friends & they need you to be blasting out those tunes & kicking up your heels. To all of you wonderful ladies i call my friends, please keep smiling, stay positive & keep strong & courageous through your treatment. i wish you so much love, hugs & strength. I will check back next weekend when i am all finished. xxxxxxxxx