K_J_
10 years agoMember
Pre Step 5
I was in the middle of writing a loooong and whiny post when I had a technical glitch and lost the lot - very glad you were all spared my self indulgent melancholy.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
I hope this f...
Hi Tracey,
the break has been a double edged sword. You are right - I will be physically much stronger starting treatment which has to be a good thing. But the time has been messing with my brain.. I am increasingly angry about this massive disaster. I habitually suppress my emotions anyway (yes,I know....) so having this big stuff broiling around inside is fairly toxic. I'm working up the courage to let it all out!
I'm very excited about my leg hair falling out - yay, I hate shaving!!! I have thick, dark hair and sensitive skin so I'm the person who shaves in the morning and has stubble by dinner, usually accompanied by a shaving rash ???? Finally something good comes from all this...??