New secondary diagnosis

Hello my BCNA BEASTIE (BESTIE).  Life is just so blooy unfair sometimes.  Why????? when you have already endured so much and only such a short time ago Why?????  I so wish I could wave a magic wand and make all this horrible horrible stuff go away.  I wish I could reach my arms across the miles that separate us to give you big hugs and to take the hurt, the sadness, the anger and the questioning of why me away and to just make it all better.  I can't right now but I will be with you soon.  The Summit is approaching quickly now and then we can get to spend some quality time following this just sitting on your lounge chair with your precious lil menagerie of animals around us and talk for hours like we have done before.  It won't be long and I can give you the hugs I so wish I could give right now.  I wish I could be there for you now to hold your hand through all the appointments and tests you will be going through and to take the sadness away.You know I am thinking of you every minute of every day.                      "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE TO A WILLING HEART"  Sending  you lots of love today, tomorrow and always, Mich xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo