Nervous about starting Tamoxifen

HI Sandra, I'm in a similar situation to you. I was diagnosed early also in mid March, within 2 weeks of diagnosis I was in hospital having a bilateral mastectomy and reconstruction. Might be considered drastic given the early stage and size of my BC, however, I have a very strong family history and didn't want this hanging over my head anymore. Due to my clear nodes, no indication of BC in left breast (only the right), and pathology results I too was told no chemo or radiation, but go on Tamoxifen for at least 5, maybe 10 years. I did the same... went online and read all about it, forums, fact sheets etc. When I took my first tablet which was only last week, I literally stood and I think I was waiting for my body to explode or something!! Hilarious. In the end I figured what will be will be. I have battled anxiety and depression in the past but have learnt to manage it with exercise, yoga and relaxation techniques. I may get side effects, and I may not. It's no point worrying about it. I have 2 young children and what's most important to me is knowing that I am doing what I need to do to be around for them for as long as possible. I stay healthy, I eat well, I've cut down on alcohol to just one or two glasses a week. If I get mild side effects I will talk to my naturopath and acupuncturist about what we can do to help those side effects (always being aware of course not to take or do anything that might impact the Tamoxifen in any negative way). If the side effects are more severe then I'll talk to my surgeon. If I get mood swings I'll just listen to my relaxation more, go for a walk, maybe have one extra glass of wine from time to time! It's your decision, but personally I've come to the conclusion that I have to at least give it a go, and see what happens. Best of luck and courage to you.... we are very fortunate to have found our BC early. Focus on those positives. x