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Bearteggie
12 years agoMember
Nervous about Port
I haven't blogged for a while because I have had a few set backs and didn't really want to keep reliving them or scare anyone by a rant.
Prior to my fourth chemo which was my first Docetaxel I had to have a PICC line inserted but three days aftert my whole arm swelled up and I ended up in hospital. Very scary for me and had to wait until Monday to have ultrasound. It was discovered that I had a DVT in my arm so now I have to self inject a blood thinner for the next three months. The PICC had to be removed and this Wed I am going into hospital to have Port inserted ready for Thursday's chemo (2nd last one).
I am very apprehensive and nervous that my body will reject the port and I will have another difficut situation to get through.
I am trying very hard to challenge my negative thoughts about this but it is easier said than done.
Prior to my discharge from hospital when the PICC was removed I was told that they would ring me to set up an appointment with my oncologist to work out what they were going to do so that they could continue on with my chemo treatment. They didn't and after a week of waiting I had to chase it up. This all makes me very nervous.
I am more anxious now than when I started chemo. My anxiety is more to do with what could go wrong once I am home.
41 Replies
- BearteggieMember
Unfortunately I don't have any other information than that. A nurse in Emergency told me it was from the Neulasta. I mentioned it to the oncologoist and she didn't seem concerned. My rash wasn't too bad - it just looked like I was sunburnt. It settled by the next day. It has happened after each neulasta following chemo treatment and I wake up with it the day after.
Sorry I can't be of more help to you and I also wish you all the best with your last two treatments.
Love
Joy
- diseyMember
Hi Joy
can I ask when you had red skin following neulasta injection, I actually have a really bad red raw rash like sunburn on my shoulders and down my back really sore and itchy, so you think this is from the injection were you told anything about it?
Reason being I phone Oncology and they said they havent heard of a reaction from the needle. I have blogged with another lady who also had a red rash after the injection and am interested.
I did get a touch up from the sun the weekend before chemo but really wasnt that long, it just got really bad after I had the injection. Anyway I still have 2 more treatments and they plan to give me the injection each time just want to be prepared as its so uncomfortable.
All the best with the port and I hope the last of your treatments go without incident.
Thinking of you Di xx
- Robyn_WMemberI miss your posts Hazel! You are definitely not a failure,and your posts are so helpful to so many people Hazel .How are things going for you?xxxRobyn
- LanaMemberSorry to hear you are having dramas with your chemo. It is bad enough without all of that extra stuff. I am 4 weeks post blast chemo and I only came good overvthecweekend. I never ended up on hospital but I did get a lot of side effects. You are nearly there and you will feel so excited once you are done. Feel free to speak about the good and the bad. It's like therapy! Take care!
- LanaMemberSorry to hear you are having dramas with your chemo. It is bad enough without all of that extra stuff. I am 4 weeks post blast chemo and I only came good overvthecweekend. I never ended up on hospital but I did get a lot of side effects. You are nearly there and you will feel so excited once you are done. Feel free to speak about the good and the bad. It's like therapy! Take care!
- BearteggieMember
Thanks Hazel for your support and I have appreciated having you as a contact too. I actually feel better now that I have come back and posted here and I value so much the encouragement that has been given to me by the wonderful ladies here.
The cancer nurse at the GCUH has been a great support to me also in coordinating all the changes for me. Every appointment that was made for this month has been changed for one reason or another which mean confusion in when to take dexamethazone etc.
I am handling the anxiety pretty well today but will be glad once procedure is done and with a couple more days behind me if nothing goes wrong with it.
Big hugs to you too.
Joy xx
- Hazel_MMember
Sincerely hope all goes well for you with the port. I, like you, have not been posting on the site. My luck has not gotten better and I feel that people wouldn't want to keep reading all my negative stuff. As much as I like reading all the postive things it can sometimes make me feel like a failure. You have come a long way, our anxiety gets in the way sometimes. Only 2 more to go for you, I have appreciated having you as a contact on this journey. I will be thinking of you on Wednesday, big hugs,
Love Hazel xx
- Hazel_MMember
Sincerely hope all goes well for you with the port. I, like you, have not been posting on the site. My luck has not gotten better and I feel that people wouldn't want to keep reading all my negative stuff. As much as I like reading all the postive things it can sometimes make me feel like a failure. You have come a long way, our anxiety gets in the way sometimes. Only 2 more to go for you, I have appreciated having you as a contact on this journey. I will be thinking of you on Wednesday, big hugs,
Love Hazel xx
- Hazel_MMember
Sincerely hope all goes well for you with the port. I, like you, have not been posting on the site. My luck has not gotten better and I feel that people wouldn't want to keep reading all my negative stuff. As much as I like reading all the postive things it can sometimes make me feel like a failure. You have come a long way, our anxiety gets in the way sometimes. Only 2 more to go for you, I have appreciated having you as a contact on this journey. I will be thinking of you on Wednesday, big hugs,
Love Hazel xx
- Hazel_MMember
Sincerely hope all goes well for you with the port. I, like you, have not been posting on the site. My luck has not gotten better and I feel that people wouldn't want to keep reading all my negative stuff. As much as I like reading all the postive things it can sometimes make me feel like a failure. You have come a long way, our anxiety gets in the way sometimes. Only 2 more to go for you, I have appreciated having you as a contact on this journey. I will be thinking of you on Wednesday, big hugs,
Love Hazel xx